I don't know what to do with this episode! Unlike many people, I did not think it was going to end that way. I thought it was an amazing episode, but I don't know what to do with that ending. When Dean said, "I am proud of us", my heart broke, but I thought, "Yes, I am proud of you too". He chose not to become the thing that he has now become. It is not fair, he deserved better than that. I am just buckets of sad right now. And I will kill Crowley. I will! I have to give it to them though. It was brilliantly acted by all of them. Argh, so conflicted!