It's June
Life is a plane where points are infinite. Points alone do not make sense until a segment or line or figure touches it.
Haha. What's happening to me? Making geometry analogous to life.
However, it does make sense. YAY! A cookie for me~
Anyway, these points I speak of are moments in time. If a point in my plane of existence isn't connected to another point, there would be no point for its existence, or it may exist as something incomplete.
Point. Point. Point. I'm digressing from my original intent.
It's actually about hellos and goodbyes, as well as the in-betweens.
Four years ago, I was this lost yet excited child, pretending to be someone mature and ready for college life.
Difference and defiance was the game I had in mind. But along the lines of this song I was singing, I began to falter and regress towards my poor average. Some questions were answered, but more arose. Some things changed, some remained. That was the game in the gray in between.
And now, I'm starting again as a senior Psychology student. I don't feel like a senior, at all. Ask me any question about Psychology. I could only give you a vague, layman's answer. Don't even start with the thesis.
I was smarter and more creative back in high school.
However, i don't want to start my final year with such negativity. I'll have to do my best. This might all be ningas kugon, but there is also a phenomenon called self-fulfilling prophecy. I'll just hope it works this time.
Two years ago (March 22, 2011) marked the day that changed my life. No, I didn't win the lottery or discovered that I had a 15-digit dollar inheritance (but I also wish I had lels) . I had been reading fanfiction (Ember by OrangeAce). In a short sentence, she rocked my socks. So, I got curious and went to her profile to read more stories. Naturally, I would also like to find out the other sides of this person. One of the links lead me to I:U forums.
It was a ride I didn't regret taking part in.
It started with Seru's message, welcoming me since I'm a newbie. It might be SOP, but I replied anyway, trying to be casual and friendly. Her reply warmed me up.
Who are You? thread, Your Profile, cbox. I don't remember the sequence and the other things I've done during my first day as a member of I:U. I've tried to make myself at home.
Later, I tried writing for Writing Challenge #34 (Telephone, a Daa Daa Daa fanfic). I was supposed to join Breakout! but due to some circumstances, I missed the registration, but I wrote for promptfest anyway. During the next event, I tried my hand at RPing. Chiharu Amasawa in 7th Heaven.
It took me a while before I got used to all of these. Being insecure and starstruck by everyone didn't help much.
in the end, insecurities, distances and differences matter only a little. In the end, I got attached and discovered another place I could just... be.
And now, June 1, 2013, had marked the day of I:U's official closing (although DR threads would be closing by the end of the year). It was really sad, to say something akin to goodbye, but it can't be helped. It's always a kind of point in life that we have to constantly deal with.
And if ever it helps, goodbye doesn't always mean that everything will be gone forever. It could also mean 'See you again.' I will be seeing you again, at some point in the future.
There are many points in life. Infinite, even.
I got lost, haven't I?
It's June. It's that time of the year.
I'm a senior college Psych major. Wish me all the luck!
I'd be going for now before I fill this post with other nonsensical stuff.
Haha. What's happening to me? Making geometry analogous to life.
However, it does make sense. YAY! A cookie for me~
Anyway, these points I speak of are moments in time. If a point in my plane of existence isn't connected to another point, there would be no point for its existence, or it may exist as something incomplete.
Point. Point. Point. I'm digressing from my original intent.
It's actually about hellos and goodbyes, as well as the in-betweens.
Four years ago, I was this lost yet excited child, pretending to be someone mature and ready for college life.
Difference and defiance was the game I had in mind. But along the lines of this song I was singing, I began to falter and regress towards my poor average. Some questions were answered, but more arose. Some things changed, some remained. That was the game in the gray in between.
And now, I'm starting again as a senior Psychology student. I don't feel like a senior, at all. Ask me any question about Psychology. I could only give you a vague, layman's answer. Don't even start with the thesis.
I was smarter and more creative back in high school.
However, i don't want to start my final year with such negativity. I'll have to do my best. This might all be ningas kugon, but there is also a phenomenon called self-fulfilling prophecy. I'll just hope it works this time.
Two years ago (March 22, 2011) marked the day that changed my life. No, I didn't win the lottery or discovered that I had a 15-digit dollar inheritance (but I also wish I had lels) . I had been reading fanfiction (Ember by OrangeAce). In a short sentence, she rocked my socks. So, I got curious and went to her profile to read more stories. Naturally, I would also like to find out the other sides of this person. One of the links lead me to I:U forums.
It was a ride I didn't regret taking part in.
It started with Seru's message, welcoming me since I'm a newbie. It might be SOP, but I replied anyway, trying to be casual and friendly. Her reply warmed me up.
Who are You? thread, Your Profile, cbox. I don't remember the sequence and the other things I've done during my first day as a member of I:U. I've tried to make myself at home.
Later, I tried writing for Writing Challenge #34 (Telephone, a Daa Daa Daa fanfic). I was supposed to join Breakout! but due to some circumstances, I missed the registration, but I wrote for promptfest anyway. During the next event, I tried my hand at RPing. Chiharu Amasawa in 7th Heaven.
It took me a while before I got used to all of these. Being insecure and starstruck by everyone didn't help much.
in the end, insecurities, distances and differences matter only a little. In the end, I got attached and discovered another place I could just... be.
And now, June 1, 2013, had marked the day of I:U's official closing (although DR threads would be closing by the end of the year). It was really sad, to say something akin to goodbye, but it can't be helped. It's always a kind of point in life that we have to constantly deal with.
And if ever it helps, goodbye doesn't always mean that everything will be gone forever. It could also mean 'See you again.' I will be seeing you again, at some point in the future.
There are many points in life. Infinite, even.
I got lost, haven't I?
It's June. It's that time of the year.
I'm a senior college Psych major. Wish me all the luck!
I'd be going for now before I fill this post with other nonsensical stuff.