She is led to believe it'll be ok, look at your face scared in dismay

Jul 30, 2003 12:13

Me and Aaron broke up. Because of stupid Germany. Germany sucks and I'm not even there yet. Fuck it.

I can't even begin to discribe what I feel inside. There's not a word strong enough. Nothing seems worth it anymore. I can't stand this pain. I'm done. End of story.

I hate this feeling. I feel alone. Empty. Scared. Pissed. Fucked ( Read more... )

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deathtojoy July 30 2003, 13:00:03 UTC
darling... things get worse then they get better...

it will be ok
<3<3<3<3

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ipeedinurpool July 30 2003, 14:24:00 UTC
Thanks Joy. :-)

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....... possiblydumber July 30 2003, 13:58:42 UTC
mandi i am really sorry about this whole fucking thing.i feel so bad and it feels like my heart has been ripped out and stab with needles,lit on fire and steped on all at the same time. i love you dont ever forget that. dont do anything drastic while in germany. because if anytj=hing happened to you i dont know the point of living. your the only reason i live and if your not here than neither am i.
I LOVE YOU AND WILL FOREVER

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Re: ....... ipeedinurpool July 30 2003, 14:22:04 UTC
I know, Aaron, but it'll be ok. I love you so much. I won't do anything drastic. I promise you. I would never put you through that.

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Re: ....... ipeedinurpool July 30 2003, 14:23:29 UTC
p.s. I LOVE YOU MORE!!

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Re: ....... possiblydumber July 30 2003, 14:26:07 UTC
i am holding u to your word

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