BLAHHH ( Read more... )

its friday, and its 11:50, and i just woke up! mmmm...sleep! i really needed a day off after 9 straight hours of polinna crying yesterday. today im going to the big n rich concert with tracy.. it should be interesting.i hope i dont have to take a blunt knife to my wrist sometime during the like 7 hrs i am going to be with her. last night i had soo ( Read more... )

Im 20! all this counting down and its finally here ( Read more... )

I just got a student advantage card! it gives you discounts on a bunch of stuff in boston, AND it gives you a discount on trainfare to boston! YAY! i feel so "college" right now. after i go to the gym i have to read some english stuff. oh yeah, tommorow is my bday! we got a yummy coldstone creamery cake! and laneys dad bought me a pinjata (SP?) it ( Read more... )

last night dave took me out to rexy's for dinner for my bday! it was yummy. then we went to borders and i broke my sunglasses. canada plans fell thru but thats okay, i got a new notebook at meijer and we saw brandy and justin up there. and brandy bought me spongebob partyhats!! thanks, you made me feel special. i really appreciated it. thanks bran ( Read more... )

yah, its canada tonight, so im sure that i will have a funny update tommorow.LOL. Its my birthday on tuesday! dave and i are getting some dinner tonight before me,brandy,kelley,and val hit oullette! oh thanks again kel for sharing your book with me bc it saves me sooo much, thank you thank you thank you! well, im gonna look up some scholarships for ( Read more... )

i will never be whole. no where close to being complete. the source is a tap to dried up and buried under years of breathless words to ever flow again. smiles slowly turn to frowns, expectations are quickly crushed through silence. i feel an inevitable change in me, a wind that is picking up speed to carry my feet somewhere else, where the air isnt ( Read more... )

2 more days till i get payed ( Read more... )

you always speak to me with the rain at you back ( Read more... )

all i have to say is my mantra
"im going to boston, im going to boston"
when the people you love fuck up, you forgive them
and its not a big deal
but dont act like it was me