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Bittersweet
Such a cliche, I know but there is really no other way to describe this ambivalent feeling of relief and sadness at the same time ( Read more... ) -
It keeps on raining
I've always been a fan of rainy days; not only because it keeps the temperatures low, but it also calms me down. Lately the rain keeps coming down and it has made me feel happy, even though sometimes travelling became more difficult than usual ( Read more... ) -
Zen mode
It's so near yet so far. I've never felt so strongly for a statement. ORD is in 8 weeks and I really can't wait for everything to be over. I don't even care whether I have something to fill my days after NS or whether I'm going to be poor, I just want to get out of this hellhole. It's bad, real bad and I wonder how I even managed to survive the ( Read more... ) -
Gratitude
I spent the last two days thinking about myself and the kind of person I am. I'm an introvert, manipulative, boring, petty, insensitive and unfriendly. So many negative traits surfaced and of course that made me feel like crap ( Read more... ) -
Green eyes
Just a couple of random thoughts today ( Read more... ) -
Weakness
Weaknesses. Everybody has them, hundreds of them. I, for one have thousands I can think of. Insecure, judgmental, selfish... just to name a few. Some weaknesses are common and "more forgiveable" for lack of a better word. Others tend to be looked at more harshly by society. So how much do people know about their own weaknesses? I look around me ( Read more... ) -
Keep breathing
Lately I've been thinking, as usual. Work's been getting a little more hectic now that I've been put up for Ground Controller training. That kinda means I may not get some of the perks I've been getting ( Read more... ) -
Invisible
I'm angry, I'm pissed but I'm bottling all of it within me. Today has been pretty dramatic and everyone noticed something wrong with me. But I refused to say anything. I didn't want to tell them how angry I was with the system and the people. I know how people always say it is better to let things out, but I choose not to because deep down I know ( Read more... ) -
Walking on sunshine
After meddling with the livejournal codes, I have successfully made my journal look slightly better than before. Yes, I'm back. Well, the tumblr's still going strong, only I feel it's a little strange to have words slotted in between the amazing pictures I reblog from other people. My last post here was more than 2 years ago, when I was still ( Read more... )
