prep time.
go it alone again. that's pretty much alright.
3 years of learning how to let go.

it's the principle, damnit ( Read more... )

just off the phone with my boss who compared our work over the last month to (and i quote) "walking through the swamps of sorrow.. like in the lord of the rings movie".

i spat out a mouthful of canadian lager.

apartment secured.
:D

my fingers *do* move responsibly and with rationality apart from my head at times when needed ( Read more... )

i understand the what's happening monday through friday much better than i do the weekends that come and pass. i'm not really happy about that.
i find that whatever shinanigans happen in the 'inbetween' bow to awaking on monday.
i suppose the time is an undervalued (?) casualty.

i think i found the perfect apt in philly. i'm crossing my fingers i can get the application in and approved before anyone else.
my arms are buzzing i'm so excited. :D

**edit - application, and copies of all sorts of documents now in the mail.

3 weeks to that transition ( Read more... )

i need to get out of here, and quick. add a strike to motivation.

is it too much to expect an ounce of faith or trust? perhaps not in some contexts, but well i assume most.