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[ipsyxed]

The Red Queen was right, the faster you run, the more you stay still. I can't sleep, and when I do I stay tired all day, I'm irritable, and goddamnit, alcohol looks better and better each passing day. I knew it was going to be hard, but this is insanity. Every time she thinks about her friends she gets upset and hurt, and I can understnad that,

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[wilddyingsunset]

*tackles and hugs*

[ipsyxed]

Thanks hon. It's hard to face the man behind the mirror. And what he has done up until now are not things I am proud of.

*huggles*

[lovely_in_ca]

Hey sweetness, you know I love you right? That you are such a very dear friend to me... I know it doesn't help but I've been praying for you. Hoping that you're alright.. Remember that with all we've been through you can always talk to me. I won't leave my number on here but check your email.. It'll be there... *hugs you tightly* you are much stronger than you realize!

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[ipsyxed]

It's not strength I lack. It's conviction.I'm strong because I am a survivor. And in all things, I look out for me, all others are a close second.

Being the pop culture weirdo I am, a specific line comes to mind:
"It's time to prove to your friends that you're worth a damn. Sometimes that means dying, sometimes it means killing a whole lot of people."

Not to be taken literally mind you, especially coming out of Sin City. But a valid mantra nonetheless.