well ive been doing math for about i dunno ill say 3-4 hours and its been pretty much straight...good thing im almost done heh...other then the first week of school over and diong my HW now since i didnt go out so i can go out this weekend im sad b/c jess wants to take a break which i dont want...i just want to talk to her and figure out y she ( Read more... )

well i didnt do much today b/c i was waiting for jess to get home so i could see her but she isnt home yet :(...i miss her..i went a little crazy on here thanking everyone i coudl for what they have done to help me and all and being there...so thanks to you all....now im just listenign to kansas waiting for a call from my babe...and i start college ( Read more... )

so i had orientation today at devry...very boing and pointless....did nothing but basically sit around for the whole 2 and a half hours...then i came home and just sat around on the comp and whatnot....bored all day but i shouldnt b tomorrow if i get to see my babe :)...i miss her so much...cant wait to see her...and we r supposed to have a just me ( Read more... )

well jess did call me at night...and since i was on little sleep and none of my shit and all i acted sad and everyhting when we seemed like we were fighting but werent at all...we were talking and i took it wrong...im sorry to her for how i acted on the phone and if i upset her im sorry for that also...i will try to call her tomorrow and see how ( Read more... )

well it doesnt seem like ppl read this or care to comment or anything....im deciding whether or not i should keep this goign or delete it or just stop updating it....anyways ( Read more... )

go over to my xanga if u want to know what ive been up to....ill start doing this again when i get back from cali..but as for now im in cali and updating what i do on my xanga....so read that if u want to know what ive been doing..bye all

went to six flags and what not....registered for school and got my books..been spending time with my sweetie....having great laughs with the ppl i hang out with...other then that i havent really been sad or anything since summer started i think so thats great for me....and i love my sweetie and ill never let go of her....welp im out then

today was great at six flags...i had so much fun with jess,syd, and sam there...and i was able to drive so i was happy :)...i didnt have my meds all day but i think i was pretty good without them so that was good....i took them when i got home...it was a great day on all the rides and being close to jess and all....gotta love all the powered sugar ( Read more... )

well yea not much going on...just been spending most of my days with jess and i love every second i get to b with her...i hope she knows how much i care for her and how much i love being around her...i went to her softball yesterday and cyndi's grad party...i had a lot of fun watching her play even though they didnt do so well :/ and then at cyndi' ( Read more... )

well i had my graduation and it was fun having my friends come over and hanging out with me for it all...we played DDR and i played for like 3 hours straight it was nuts...my legs hurt so much....Ryan left to go back to indiana and he will b missed and the group isnt the same without him...slowly the group is breaking up and falling apart and wont ( Read more... )