i am so sad....deeply depressed, miserable, can't find a happy spot in my life, not a speck...if i do, it's given or taken up by symbiotics or just spent on those lost souls, spirits, angels and energys that used ot keep me company in the beginning of all this virtual insanity, this low tech/hig tech holocaust, genocide, that no one speaks about, ( Read more... )

i wish this kirk brian johnson would leave me alone....he's everywhere....he's having carnal relations with a child as we speak...3 year....near the book cart....he raped and killed my cousins geraldine, frida, and maureen....two weeks ago....and filmed it under mimi tiki lights in someones backyard.... on 5th and d st. in la verne. and well , he's ( Read more... )

are stuffed animals that i had aquired during the past last two weeks, soda pop i had won at the fair....a blue puppy...he was the coolest, and now ya know now and days everything seems to take on a life in this synthetic, virtual existence that has invaded our lives , let alnoe our privacy....anyway...soda pop is named after a britney spears song ( Read more... )

well as you know i am part of the prop 36 program, over at prototypes, as you remember , i had prototypes over 3 years ago, and it was a horrible experience, they had a children's program there, where two clients of the program would partake in a child care session of an hour and a half, made me nervous, cause i wanted to do a good job and well, in ( Read more... )

on kirk brian johnson....i think....i had gone to ask him for a tiny handout in order to eat...and well, i felt kinda embarrassed, yet i wanted to cry because, for some reason he makes me want to cry...or i was just exhausted on with whom to ask for some spare change for something to eat...or could it be that i think today is the day i fell in love ( Read more... )

....yeah, this homelessness is wearing and tearing me down , spiritually, i mean, i know i'm spiritually lazy as far as meditation, and prayer...and goin' to church? it's just things have been weighing down heavy on my soul....the wells fargo bank thst i used to know to be my safe haven, and not just for financial purposes, has been ripping me off ( Read more... )

take a look at some pretty scary rbc morphing....of human onto animals.

judge ron gilbert rocks......prototypes is a place i dread, yet i'm feeling hopeful...still no living arrangment, wells fargo is trying to help me get my money back, taken from speedy cash...which is weird, i thought i was in collections according to my credit alert report, and well, children and women are being murdered everyday...my babies.... ( Read more... )

no more parole for beaux.....i have been officially off for now a week....no more...they've chosen to leave me alone.....now let's see if judge ronald gilbert from rancho cucamonga courts and juan carlos dominguez from pomona municipal courts will follow suite. i hope so.

hi, my name is beaux enriquez ( Read more... )