i know post like this make most of you uncomfortable so its okay if you dont comment.

[irelandsathena]

i have so many poems about the loss of childhood. its something that to this day i dont think i have dealt with yet. i am in denial and know that in the back of my mind i think that all the aging i have done is just a daydream and that i will snap out of it and know what NOT to do when i get older. it never happens,but i keep waiting. i have

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[sugar_doll]

I'm afraid this will come out horribly wrong, but it sounds like you've been in the company of shallow people far too long, and have been repressing all your uniqueness to get along with them, or even worse, they are also unique but are doing the same thing, being bland all-American party drones, so that they will get along with everyone else. Yaaaaaaaa! Horrors

[irelandsathena]

i agree