I am emotional.......

[irelandsathena]

so i have no idea what to write about. wait fuck yes i do. this sucks. like seriously i cant sit still. i need a cigarette so fucking bad and i cant have one. this is so hard and it sucks so bad but i am determined not to give in again because i totally dont want to EVER have to go throw this again. it feels like i am trying to break an addiction

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[danielle2cute4u]

great times all the time, and you are more then welcome to join! are you going to go to mexico? we are not bring BF'S or GF'S on this trip so if you want to go get back to me. we need 8 people and i dont even know how many we have but i think that we have 1more spot im not sure talk to mark about it!

[ecko_queen]

hey shanon u can quit smoking i know u can. just think about lung cancer and how ugly it is. just think that u can stop one thing that is going to cause u to die. thats what i think about. sorry for the lecture but maybe it will help. bye

mexico and lung cancer....yay and nah

[irelandsathena]

danielle- i totally have to find out if i can go or not. i so need some details and i am checking with work tomorrow and so forth. i really really really want to go. i mean it. so i have to see what i can work out.

rae- i totally appreciate your "lecture" which wasnt a lecture at all. thats the only thing that is helping me through this...and the fact that i know you guys are so supportive so thanks again.