today was another uneventful day. i slept most of the afternoon. i worked a two hour shift in the dishroom at erie today which really sucked. the only good thing about working in food service is that it constantly reminds me why im in college....so that i can get a good job and don't have to do this shit the rest of my life. it really motivates ( Read more... )

today was kinda chill. i did my weekly proctor in the music tech lab, no big deal. afterwards i hung out with michelle. i did a lot of walking which is good exercize (probably about 5 miles). i made bean burritos for michelle and i. i love burritos, they make me feel so good! i drank a lot of orange juice today, that makes me feel really good ( Read more... )

my bowhold sucks. i've reverted to practicing playing with bunny ears. probably the only thing i learned in elementary school that i will use the rest of my life, other than pinki pushups. just something to think about.

i had such a nice day yesterday. i went to darien lake with kat. she got free passes for us, free parking, and free dinner. cheers for kat! we went on rides, went in a paddle boat, ate lots of junk food, and played some goofy games. it was great, i felt like a kid again. i crashed at her house. i slept so good. thanks a bunch kat ( Read more... )

my life is so sleepy now. few hours at work, and not a lot of motivation. it's okay though, it's like taking a vacation from the world. i'll be so happy when school starts up again and im buisy and feel once again like i have purpose to my life. funny thing is, then i will be wishing for a vacation. im starting to understand what life is like ( Read more... )

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im glad to say that my month long bout of anxiety is over. im off the xanax and im functioning quite well. i've been taking it easy and relaxing. relaxation is not totally by choice as there are few hours at fsa. im thinking about looking for another shit job tomorrow if i can't get any hours. im just chillin with the kitties. they are very ( Read more... )

i did the boilermaker today! it was such a nice run. i did surprisingly good and felt great. i was so proud of myself that i was able to do it. my time was 1:36:10 which is nothing special, i was just pleased that i felt good doing it. there were mad amounts of people. 10,000 people ran this race. there were f-16 planes flying over utica ( Read more... )