this one will be public...
I feel sick. And depressed. I hate it. Noone seemed to notice in Rock Club. I left early. I've been questioning some things, and also realized that 'he' is incredibly attractive though he is kind of shady so I'd never go out with him...damn all the hot ones are jerks and the nice guys never like me.
"I hope you can be at least one person in our family to turn out normal."
I can tell her over and over I'm depressed and she'll just brush it off.
I need help
yet I have yet to receive it.
I've been so lonely nowadays, even little relationships bother me. I envy them. I HATE THAT.
Know what'd be great right about now? If someone great were to walk into my life.
...will you be that someone?