yesterday was george's birthday so i stayed at his house until 11.30 &&& i'm really hungry 'cause i never eat breakfast. and i feel sick all the time. i really need to quite smoking. eventually. because i need them for motivation and to calm me down right now, you know? meh. i feel really bad about not seeing jedd when she was here =( oh and where ( Read more... )

god damnit. mr baron was being a poker again and shut the computer off on me while i was writing an entry. but it's okay 'cause he's a funny man. i poke a teacher =p anyway, nothing new. same as always: blaze a few times a day, smoke cigarettes, buy packs and sleep. except today my smoke burnt my nose. & i'm eating a lollipop right now. oh oh oh ( Read more... )

went to school. burnt out a few times and came home. blazed claire a bowl when i got home and had another to myself. mum dropped me off at the gas station not too long ago and i bought a pack, which i needed badly. i had 3 smokes and 4 rolled ones today. that kinda sucked. but i have absolutely no money until friday or saturday. so hopefully ( Read more... )

went to the psych's this morning and actually came to school this afternoon. i felt so sick when i woke up 'cause i couldn't have a smoke. mum took the day off. blah. well i'm at school and i've had my cigarettes and i've got chronic so it's all okay =) i'm gonna have to smoke at school before i go home though since i don't want mum smelling me and ( Read more... )

tcha. i am so fucked up. so very very fucked up. but i should be in bed. instead, i'm on the computer. like it used to be. *hugs computer* hehehehehe k uh. yeh go visit my writing diary =) deathblow you don't have to read. but note and add me and i'll add back. xx

bored bored bored. i haven't been able to get on the home computer. eep. well i'm pretty damn bored. all i do everyday is smoke cigarettes and burn out. dude's spotting me a dime and i might blaze with this other guy (if not others). but hey i'm actually happy and things haven't been that bad. for all my darlings that've been doing badly, i hug you ( Read more... )

here again. finished my work for the next hour or so and now i've got nothing to do but fuck around on the computer. stupid ho teacher told on me about smelling like chronic. now i get expelled if i come in smelling again. she made me promise to take a walk later (and come back) and not smoke weed. bah i need my weed more than my cigarettes right ( Read more... )

pshaw. i got bored at school waiting for a teacher, so now i'm in some room hogging the computer =) um. lots of things have been happening. one of them being 'running away' last week. took two buses and mum still found me. i was forced to come to school today and yesterday. but i got here in the afternoon yesterday and today is a half day. plus i ( Read more... )

um. just a few things to say. school is a bitch. my dog is a stoner. n i love my ikcin. i'm glad we're talking. i wish she was here. n ikcin if you read this, i love you. k? *huggles tight*

aren't i a bitch. well i'm at george's and i've actually written something. been spending my time smoking cigarettes &drinking coffee. hmmm... i think i shall go make coffee. or better yet, get my george bitch to do it for me =) anyway- i've got 40 in my pocket and no one to grab from yet. seems nobody's up so i've yet to get my cheap thrill. crazy ( Read more... )