Ok so I thought that all this shit was finally figured out and yeah i knew that eventually when we all would hang out it would be awkward but damn it I really dont give a shit who's wit who and I really dont relish about other people's decision 24-7 I mean fuck do i seriously look like that type of person? I mean i must if I'm still catchin shit ( Read more... )

This season of volleyball was the best yet worst experience that I have ever had on a team of such awesome people. Last nite was our last game at Buena and we won the first but like the whole season we werent able to finish what we had begun. Bowers cussed and yealled at us not giving us any type of hope like he always does but other than that I ( Read more... )

Ok being the big 18 isnt what I thought it would be its actually the same which is I guess u could say what I expected so scratch that previous statement. This weekend wasnt that spectacular me and Melissa went to the football game at Salpointe on Friday and I got to see everyone and I got to see my Goober play he was so happy that we went I was ( Read more... )

So my birthday was the most awesome thing that I think could have happend in all the drama of things. Homecoming was great and fun for the simplistic reason that i was able to laugh and dance for the first time in a while. Saturday was the big Nogales trip with all the boys and Sonya and I have to say that I love everything about the people that i ( Read more... )

So I havent written in a LONG ASS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And mostly because of the fact that I no longer have internet at my house. But just to give a brief overview of what has been goin on this is pretty much it........ so the past couple of weeks I have been on this emotional rollercoaster that consists of mostly people at Salpointe who choose to ( Read more... )

Winding down to the last few days of rst and relaxation....... oh wait I havent had that at ALL this summer. It's been nothing but drama and working. But hey who am I to complain I have my fun and I work hard too. So now that i have that spiel out of the way I can go into how those two lines can get crossed very easily. First off this whole me and ( Read more... )

So as some of you know and others of u that dont I lost my grandmother last friday as to the reason why I am really not sure all I know is that my mom is cryin at the drop off a hat which is somewhat expected but at the same time I find myself wishing that she would just suck it up. Then me and my Nino finally had it out which wasnt very fun cus i ( Read more... )

So yeah a lot of shit has happend. i have recently started talking to guys that i used to be really close to but have come to mean nothing more to me than some old acquaintances. Sure I miss their company yet now I find myself in the predicament of the nostalgia for the past. I miss they way that they used to make me laugh or the way that i got the ( Read more... )

Ok so my last entry had some pretty interesting comments. The one that i most especially liked was the one in which Karla called me a fat pig and something along the lines that justice will be served and i am just like WTF is this girl talking about I dont even talk to anyone that knows that she quit and i havent even thought about that bitch and ( Read more... )

So can I just say that i kinda freaked out that Ben didnt give me the schedualed call like he does every weekend so I thought great this is what happends when u cross the barriers of friendship and FWB's. But then i finally breathed easier when he called me on Sunday and said that we were all gonna go to the drive- ins. But then we barely talked ( Read more... )