Vodka Dripping Lips
A breathe test
Taste the medicine as it suicides
Blow hard blow smoke out of your lungs
And drip vodka from your lips
I dont care
And i never did
Your high horse
Is bucking
You take your best shot but still
Youre bluffing
I doubt about
I doubt just about anything
You say you say you say to me
So what if im setting myself up
For a fall from grace
Where i will land might just be
A better place
Bulletproof vest
Against the mental crossfireside
Aim high aim low know the way of the gun
And drip vodka from your lips
I dont care
And i never did
Your castle walls
Are crumbling
You built it back brick by brick but still
Its disintegrating
I have my doubts
Doubts about just about everything
You say you say you say to me
So what if im setting myself up
For a fall from grace
Where i will land might just be
A better place
And if i land in an old ubliette
At least i will see her face
And not yours
Your face distorted as it can possibly get
The rage the hate the reason to kill what you cant take
At least i will see her face
With a smile
Something ive never seen before
So now i'll confess
And then i i'll let you decide
If you'll let it slide or if you'll just let it go
And drip vodka from your lips
And pop xanax like its all you know
And sip blood from your wrists
And stop your heartbeat and bloodflow
I care
And i always did
But if you dont care
Then i dont care
And i never did
So what if im setting myself up
For a fall from grace
Where i will land might just be
A better place
And if i risk what little is left
At least i will see her face
And not yours all distorted with anger and rage
All the time i'll take it no longer
No, i wont take it any longer
So what if i fall?