What bugs me the most is knowing that it takes a terribly weakened mind to become addicted to drugs, and an uncommonly strengthened mind to get off of them. Irony.
as i sit here under the duress of withdrawals from two different substances, this 'very profound' wisdom is all that is going through my head. Besides the need to get fixed.
You dont have to tell me. I tell myself EVERYDAY, and it doesnt do a bit of good. If i had half the mind i do now, i would have never been addicted. But you cant go back in time, and dwelling on negativity is an addiction in and of itself. Get the knowledge, and if you are ever ready to quit, apply it. Otherwise, there's no way out. My friend Brooke said it best: Hope is a human's greatest attribute.
Hugs, I cant imagine having always been straight..I drink a lot to make up for that but I have many friends who use different stuff and I see the way it twists them. I give you a hug and my perforated ears if you need a rant
thank you very much needler, and it is my opinion that alcohol is worse than one of my problems. But whos comparing? Im not supposed to drink a single drop, and yet last saturday, the first time i went out and partied in months, i drank 7 beers. It took me 3 days to recover. And i dont even drink, so you know what i must be doing and how much i must be doing it.
I know honey just how harsh drink can be.It nearly took me from the air and the sky and put me in the ground. I was breaking my heart in a time of talking but there were no ears for offering.Im serious if you want to rant Im here. Your an incredible person,a stranger friend who Im not ready to loose yet. Please try to be dry,I did... love and hugs Tarah x
good luck in yr fight - yr bright, intelligent and a strong person, even if you feel that you arent. addiction happens to a lot of people - its modern society. we all want quick fixes. it just depends on how we get our fix.
anyway - warm fuzzy happy cory thoughts are with you. i know how bad withdrawl is. ive been through it, and its awful... words dont really suffice... but hang in there.
i can feel your warmth. Its irreplacable; precious and pristine. Thank you. I am grateful, sincerely grateful. The problem yesterday was that i was actually sober for a full day for the first time in at least a year, possibly two. It was killing me. Today, its different. Im not hooked on the hard one, thank goodness KNOCK ON WOOD, but i will watch my ass today. I have done the supergood/superbad 14 times. Today is number 15. Wish me luck and no abscesses.
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I cant imagine having always been straight..I drink a lot to make up for that but I have many friends who use different stuff and I see the way it twists them.
I give you a hug and my perforated ears if you need a rant
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I was breaking my heart in a time of talking but there were no ears for offering.Im serious if you want to rant Im here.
Your an incredible person,a stranger friend who Im not ready to loose yet.
Please try to be dry,I did...
love and hugs Tarah x
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good luck in yr fight - yr bright, intelligent and a strong person, even if you feel that you arent. addiction happens to a lot of people - its modern society. we all want quick fixes. it just depends on how we get our fix.
anyway - warm fuzzy happy cory thoughts are with you. i know how bad withdrawl is. ive been through it, and its awful...
words dont really suffice... but hang in there.
much love <3
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you'll be ok.
i believe in you!
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