oo9. -Voice Post-
...How many days? Three? Four? Gone. It's like there's a huge fuzzy thing in my head blocking out the memories....I guess it must have been too much joy on one day, right? Heh...I was so glad to see you so happy, Juudai. And you, too, Johan! Thank you for such a great idea. It all worked out! Heh, something so simple~!
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The last time you went comatose like that... you never woke up, and eventually just disappeared.
Jeez, don't do that... argh...
[Screened to OU!Johan // unhackable]
You're talking about my alter, aren't you...?
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...Yes, I...I can't stop thinking about him. And it hurts so much.
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What's happening to me?
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[Deep breath.] I know it hurts you...and that makes it hurt me even more. And he hurt Johan and...there's just too much hurting. All of it is so wrong. I never had to see you as Haou, and if this was how you were...It...it....is just not right. Seeing you like that---
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---Yes, seeing you like that. It hurts to see you so loveless and joyless. And...I don't care if it is against me...any kind of hatred that you have shouldn't be there. Though it does make it harder to know that you could in any fashion hate me like that.
...But...But I can't give up. I don't want to see it anymore. I can't stand to watch you hurting so much...This is so sudden, though. Before I could deal with this.
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