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[irish777]

"she may be what you say she is but I can tell you I have way more TRUE FRIENDS than she does."

"she may be what you say she is but looks don't matter"

-Yeah.... just read that and its about me....from an old thing...and think she may be on to something and i cant stand this anymore....im getting EVERYTHING off my fucking chest.....EVERYONE

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[wastd_memory]

yea....well,i tried to talk to you tonight moho and you always just fucking shrug it off. maybe people are sick of asking whats wrong because you never ever tell us whats wrong when we ask. hun we cant read your mind. if your upset and you want all of us to be here for you then you need to be able to open up to us. i dano, you know im here and i have never said any thing different.

[blewlitespecial]

ME TOOO...im here for u mo monstah n u f'in know this mannnn! seriously i love you so much and i know i can always come to u with anything but i do NOT take that for granted mo your like the wind, if i blink you could be gone! haha no but really you mean so much to me i hope u know that...

<333333

Sweeeeeeeeeet.

[irish777]

"mo your like the wind, if i blink you could be gone!"-wow. makes me feel good?

So both of you missed this part apparently "i have a select few friends who help me "....and yeah i do open up to people....ok shell? i just didnt feel like talking right then maybe? and as you can tell it would have ben kinda hard to tell you what else was bothering me? I did tell you half of it and i said i would tell u the rest of it later didnt i? i just hadda figure out how to say it and this was the easiest way. So yeah....its not like im locked up like the bank of america....if i have a problem ill tell you when i figure out how to say it ok? cuz that just made me feel like hell all over again. So please dont repremand me for not saying it to your faces cuz i just wanted to say it in here. both of you better know i <3 you and know id tell you when something was bothering me.

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[wastd_memory]

well mo. look,my comment wasnt ment to be bitchy. But when you drive me home from the play and are in a wicked shitty mood and i ask 893744 times whats wrong and you only tell me one little thing about soccer obviously i know its a little bit more. and then you go home and trash all your friends for not being there for you? you can see where and why we would feel a bit shitty right? Im not saying your locked up im just saying if you did have a problem you wouldnt talk to us anyways becacuse you never do. Obviously we know you love us and we love you also because if we didnt we would be writing in here. i Understand what carleys saying and......you saying that you only have "a few select friends" how are we suppose to know who your talking about moho??? if were your "close" friends then you SHOULD be able to talk to us about stuff not come home and trash your friends in your journal. (wicked shelby thing to do i may addd..or wicked ryan traynor thing to do...either one) So yea...thats pretty much where i stand. Call me at some point

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[irish777]

I cant even try to explain that....IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU SHELL! you did nothing wrong to me so why are you so worked up over this.... "and then you go home and trash all your friends for not being there for you? you can see where and why we would feel a bit shitty right?" I wasnt trashing YOU or CARLEY or JULIE or SAM and these people obviously arent my friends right? So i dont feel like shit at all...and if it had something to do with you....which is the farthest thing from the truth lol i would tell you...cuz i know that you would talk to me and help me through it....they wouldent...so i think that this post is completley relevant....kinda out of character for me...but im glad i did it.....cuz i feel better now. and yeah ill call you.

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[blewlitespecial]

ummm...btw i already talked to u today but that shes like the wind comment was totally sarcastic u no like the song "shes like the wind" i was jk, you know busting your balls if u will. u couldnt lose me if u tried!

[easy_pants]

Mo, I hope I dont do that to you and If i have im sorry. You're so good to me and everyone else and you deserve better. Talk to me if you need it

[easy_pants]

Hey hun its mike mac...you sure as hell better realize that im not one of those people...who else would wait on the other line for 45 minutes just to see if you were doing ok? lol...i love ya mo we dont really talk much about shit or hang out or anything like that but i hope that changes...your probably one of the sweetest girls that i know and your damn beautiful too a blind guy could see that ;) ...you know how much of that you wrote sounds like something i want to just go and tell 196 people out of the 200 on my buddy list...how much it really does hurt when your always there for them and they dont have the common decency to return the favor...if not out of decency or respect but out of a little thing called a friendship that they all claim to have with me...i know where ur coming from hun it just takes some time...people like us...we are the ones that in the end will b livin the good lives hopefully cuz the bullshit that we go through these days is for a reason...i love you hun please keep ur head up n you know my number if you

I fucking love you.

[irish777]

Michael. I fucking love you. Your the nicest most sweet guy ever....You bought me a build a bear for no reason!!!!!! who else would do that? And yeah, we started to hang out and talk more which im glad for because your always there for me.....and i think that we should keep hanging out....cuz i <3 you. Thank you so much.

You guys...all of you have made me feel so much better and more special lol. wow im a fag. But its true....and i thank you for it....

<3333 u Mike....

<3Mo

Someones watching over you...

[bubble5294]

leave her alone jesus! Cait is an amazing and true person ok.... Don't go bustin her balls because shes ranting in her OWN JOURNAL.... Is that really necessisary??? I think not.....

Mo.... Keep your head up girl... dont let ANYONE bring you down and i mean it... If they do shit like that to you.. then its their loss not yours... you are a GREAT person... you're so kind, considerate, funny, loving..... and not to mention the PERFECT friend...

Dont ever change anything about you and stay true to your heart hun.... Dont let anyone hold you back from anything....

I love you hun and I'm always here for you... I got your back girl...

Love,
Alicia

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[bubble5294]

Sorry i realized that comment came off bitchy... i was already mad at my X's friends bitching at me over stupid shit then i skimmed this entry and got even more mad.... take no offence to tahat... lol bad day

~ Me

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[irish777]

<333333333 So much love Alicia....i fuckin love you....thanks babe....and i know your going through a rough time....keep ya head up....its the only thing that gets you through shit like that.....trust me babe....and im here for you....really....i dont care....anything....you call this emergency number...978*790*8713....anytime....even 4 am....and im dead serious when i say that....i dont care....call me in all seriousness.

<333 you

<3 Mo

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[thedanishmac]

Hey babe