I am HAPPY. so so happy.

but i wish i was in bed....I LOVE MY BED. taking a nap would be awesome right now. Ah, well, maybe i can fit one in before work...

P.S. lauren's birthday is this weekend and im STOKED. yay for best friends getting older together!

I'm not depressed. I dont feel like crying. I'm enjoying the sun thats coming through the window.

But something is missing.

I think i know what it is. But i dont think i can do anything about it.

I miss you. I hope you know that.

More than that...i hope it means something to you.

so last night i had trouble falling asleep and i started itching so i took a benedryl and it kicked it really fast and i was laying down feeling groggy about to fall asleep and i got overwelmed with this crazy paranoid feeling that someone was going to break into my room and kill me. Not only kill me but cut my wrists. it was weird. so then i was ( Read more... )

hey you guys....guess what...

today is my first good day in two weeks.

everything feels good. i'm happy, *really* happy.

i hope its contagious :-)

Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone ( Read more... )

He's gone. The dog house wasnt in the laundry room when i came home saturday night. He wasnt in there whining and wagging his tail.

Rocky got put to sleep.

they didnt even let me say goodbye. I didnt even know...

im not in a terribly good mood about it all. so be gentle.

okay i realize i havent really been....well...politically correct. Ive basically been talking to anyone who'll listen about what flames my boxers, and here i go again ( Read more... )

I had an appointment today and i think my life might start changing. Im scared.

I stopped paying attention. I wish i didnt have this class. I have to finish my article by friday. I have to work tonite. I have to do my spanish homework tomorrow and i have to do my photo assignment tonite. I FORGOT. i need matts camera ( Read more... )

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