I get fired up about shit too easily. But the hypocritical nature of things irks me. Bitch, fag, lesbian, whore, retard - Those are all okay terms to use against other people. Fuck, saying you want someone to get abused is okay too! But the instant you say nigger, you're out. Well fuck that you insensitive bastards who don't care if women or ( Read more... )

I gotta admit that going home yesterday made me think a lot. And so did some things that came out throughout the day. See, my family..I don't really *fit* in. But why am I so different? Why am I so special that I will be the one to actually succeed? Sure, I am intelligent. Sure, I am driven. But I came from the same place as they did. Ya ( Read more... )

Think about the title, juuuust think about it ( Read more... )

1. Alicia Keys - A Woman's Worth ( Read more... )

I don't even wanna write. I wanna close up, which is how I react to things so I don't overreact ( Read more... )

Been a week tomorrow. My cravings aren't gone though. I'm so sick of eggs, cheese, salad, veggies, and more cheese. Gimme my fucking toast back, bitches! I'm probably going to have to break it Saturday for this event so I eat something, by the looks of it. Oh well, I hope. It doesn't help that for some random fucking reason I'm having a ( Read more... )

SeXyChIcAx: so heres the story i didnt finish ( Read more... )

So um, last night was sorta.. Anyhow, LSAT went really well, I think. :) Glad to have that done. The night began rough, to say the least, but we ended up having a good time. Drunkenness meant that I was 'loved'. Why do I fight to make this work? I don't want to keep fighting for things, I'm tired of damage control, of arguments and long-ass ( Read more... )

Maybe not feeling well is putting me in my place for some reason. I hope it passes soon. In the meantime, despite any problems we have had, I feel especially close to Aaron right now. Not sure why, I always have cared about him, but right now he means a lot more to me. Maybe it's because I know that I can rely on him and he really has seemed to ( Read more... )

God, I feel awful. Not getting shit done because I'm a dumbass. :( I hope it is just the Xenadrine. I can get over that as long as it isn't a continuation/increase in severity of irritating dizziness/headache symptoms. These alternating feelings of different sorts of crap are getting old fast. :( Can I die yet ( Read more... )