So this whole 'change, grow up and become a better person' thing is going to take a while.

I need help.

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So I met this super cool kid, Joe at Mike's party thing. Then, I found him on facebook and messaged him.  This is how our conversation went:

• Me: Was it you that I met at Mike's shin-dig? I'm not really sure... I can't quite remember much of that night. If so... Hi!! :-)
• Joe:  yes it was i indeed at mike's party. and i wouldn't be surprised if ( Read more... )

2 lessons learned:

1. Alcohol is very very bad.

2. I can play Fur Elise surprisingly well while intoxicated.

That's about the only thing I'm proud of at this point.

I drank way too much last night... and threw up a lot.... and I was still not sober when I woke up this morning.... I hate myself right now.
I was so embarassed... I made an ass out of myself in front of Mike... I don't know. I kinda feel like a really shitty friend.
I feel sick.

i heart snuggling with molly and mike!


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Dear Me,

I promise not to be sad anymore today.

Cuz... my friends rock.

<3 Love, Monica

Had to post this one again... Can't get enough of it

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I'm just not strong enough.... I don't know if I can do it. I'm sick of the same old shit... and I want to be done. But I seriously need help.

*le sigh*

It's so cold outside.

so molly and i definitely went driving around last night cuz my family is crazy and we went into chicago and totally got picked up by these 2 Indian guys. One of them was super hot! They asked if we wanted to meet them somewhere... and because we're crazy and impulsive... we said "yeah, sure ( Read more... )

Molly and I went to Dunkin Donuts last. It was grand. Eldred was there.... apparently he's 25 which is totally fine with me. I missed his call yesterday :-\

Here's the crazy ass story behind Eldred:
So Molly and I were at Mike's house and then we decided to go for ( Read more... )