Sometimes I feel like I want to go to South Portland High school- just so I won't be noticed. There, the school is so big, that you hardly exist. It would be kind of nice sometimes, I think. Then no one will notice when you screw up, whether you screw up in school, or with your friends. No one really notices. They don't notice if you have problems ( Read more... )

Ok you guys- my hair next friday? It will be black. Dear god it may look horrible, but it will wash out. And I just looked over my spanish review sheet and realized that I conjugated four whole verbs incorrectly. Darn. Well, I was being distracted, so that made conjugating verbs HARD ( Read more... )

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So... this hasn't been the best weekend. Woke up on Saturday with the worst cramps ever. Ugh. So, after three painkillers (which took TWO WHOLE HOURS to work) I had to clean my room. Then I wasn't allowed on the computer. Then I had to vaccum. But then today I spent reading. So that was very very nice. And Halsey has been away this whole weekend ( ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP. I really need to say up to date with things like this. JON, THE BELOVED BASS PLAYER OF EISLEY QUIT. And is being replaced with their very pretty 15 year old brother. But, come on, how many kids are in this family, and why the hell do they all get to be pretty???? I miss Jon already... But I'll be fine as long as Stacy doesn't quit. I ( Read more... )

haha Herman Hesse uses the word "Monger" in Siddhartha.

I HAVE been corrupted. But that's ok ^__^

so... sometimes when things happen, it takes me a while to realize that they did. So, I was just doing my homework when this realization just slammed right into me. I just sat there on my bed looking dazed and thinking "oh my god... what? That actually happened??? Jeeze. Wow. Um... yeah. Wow". At least my mom found my facial expressions amusing. So ( Read more... )

Can I just... break down and cry? Right now? What happened to the good mood I was in this morning... but I guess good moods mostly dissapear when you learn about things your old friends are doing, such as drugs. I really didn't think the situation was this bad until I talked to Erin about it. Why do these things have to happen?

I'm in such a good mood. No, good isn't even the word. Excellent? Awesome? Yay. ^__^

damn.