So i sat away and waited out the night.

Jan 17, 2005 20:16

ok nobody really knows this because i didnt want anybody to know and i dont really now either but i have to explain my rather crappy mood that i'll prolly be in again ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 18 2005, 03:09:02 UTC
Oh Erin, I'm so sorry to hear that about your mom:( That breaks my heart and if there is absolutly anything I can do please let me know. I'm here for ya cuz I kno how it feels (and he wasnt even a parent)You guys r in my prayers... Love, Cara

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yeah lilsilo1029 January 20 2005, 00:08:07 UTC
Im just so thankful that i have people like i do in my life (Cara, Shaun) that i can talk to and that help me quite a bit with things. ....#1 sweet thanks. w/e i try.

n thats wierd that i read that. i was thinking of your mom today. i was wondering how she was doing but i dont want to just come out n ask u, u kno? i know with u and the rest of your family around her, shes going to get better and feel awesome. just dont take ne time with her u have for granted. i know its a totally diff subject but i used to see my dad at least twice a week and i HATED going over there. now i see him about every 2 weeks and it sucks. yeah totaly different things but you kinda know where im comming from. ne ways i lov eu erin with al my heart and i'd hope you could come to me with things n im sorry if u feel u cant talk with me but i love talking to you.

P.S.
"can i have a shot of expresso in that?" "..theres already 2 in there." "yeah, i know."
....1 hour later....
"I dont feel good."

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this explains it... anonymous January 23 2005, 14:45:30 UTC
ive noticed youve been down lately and i hate seeing you this way... i always figured it was something i was doing to make you in these moods... i understand what its like to fear for your mom, and having her to go through tests that you dont know the outcome is and even what it means for the future. my mom even had to go through an actual quadruple bipass and theres a huge margin that they dont make it. i dont think i have ever prayed more in my life. but when i heard about your mom... i did exactly the same. the thing that sucks now is that there is still blockage and they cant get to the veins because they are too small so we dont kno if another heart attack is on the way... erin im sorry this was put on you, i wish your mom and your family the best... i know im not shaun, cara, or stef... but you can always open up to me about anything... you were there for me when my mom wasnt doing well back in the "coney" days and i never really got the chance to thank you... im always here for you...

-tommy

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mml anonymous January 26 2005, 04:06:39 UTC
nknk

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