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[irishchik15712]

OK, so I dont know what's going on with me lately, but I have been a royal bitch to people recently. It's like I'm bipolar or something. One second I'm fine and I'm happy and everything, the next second I'm biting their head off. I dont mean to do it, I dont even know WHY I do it, but I know I'm really hurting and upsetting people. And these

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[sulfuricspark]

thanks!!!

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[carolynxcore]

Maybe I hold grudges and it's just a lot of anger and frustration all built up inside of me. Because it's only been recently that I've been like this. I got like this at the end of last semester, too. There was so much shit going on I couldnt take it anymore and I started acting the same way. All my emotions just boiled up and I took it out on whoever was around at the time. I really dont mean to hurt anyone, I just dont know how to deal with my feelings. I dont like talking to people when things bother me because I feel like I'm a burden to the person, or I feel that my problems arent important enough to waste the other person's time. And I'm also very shy and secretive and I hold way too much in. Because of past experiences, I have a serious trust issue and it takes me a very long time to open up to someone and truly trust them (so if you are someone I talk to about things, take that as a major compliment and know that I really trust you).wow. that sounds like something i just wrote in my private journal... almost exactly