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[irishfuck]

everything changes in chicago. stepping outside of my actual life offers time for reflection; time to ponder the intricate details of my current life and all the history that fused together to form this thing called 'me'. this particular holiday visit has been unlike any other. rust, manifested by postmodern awareness, has slowly grown upon the

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[klingrap]

This almost reads like a suicide note. Hang in there, Ryan, we all need you. Yes, we wear our silly masks and do our silly things to mask our not-so-silly hurts, but it doesn't mean we can't overcome that in time. And even now, it sometimes shines through.

[irishfuck]

sorry darlin', did not mean to worry you with thoughts of a possible suicide. actually, i would never kill myself. at least i would never kill myself before i saw africa and the pacific islands.

i meant to express a sense of closure. and end to this false reality. i know, i know, the last line makes me sound like Molly Bloom, but whatever.

[klingrap]

"Closure" doesn't mean "Ryan is leaving New York", does it? It just means "Ryan is ending an old period of his life and beginning a new one, right? Right?

[irishfuck]

well, i do plan on leaving NYC, but not for another year and a half, or maybe not at all, depending on where I get accepted.

exploding the old, basking in the new.