Today I decided to forgo any packing for Ireland that I needed to complete today so that I could dine with Jamie during his lunch hour. after we had both decided what fabulous diner delicatessen we desired to taste, Jamie softly placed his hands over mine and flashed me his renowned soft smile. I melted. Moments such as these rule my life. For a ( Read more... )

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Demented forever.

I am tired.

Jamie recieved the results from the dreaded HIV test: NEGATIVE ( Read more... )

here we are again, attempting to contemplate life, yet unable to construct anything meaningful as pain head/joints still ruining the day. damn. last evening, darling david's friendster friend invited him to a gallery opening, which ended up being nothing more than a magazine party (fag mag OUT). Anyway, so Davey drops a name at the door and he, ( Read more... )

today i wrapped myself in a patchwork blanket, stitched together with loose constructions of former pleasures ( Read more... )

you know, I like to consider myself a rather tolerant person when it comes to the juvenile behavior of others. for instance, I love children, I love geriatrics who behave as if they were children, and I believe that I shall enjoy working with childish retards at the home (future job, yay ( Read more... )

Had quite the evening last night. Jamie frustrated me with his inability to be honest, so I opted to venture out to Urge for some martinis. After two, I began feeling sad, leaving Eric and Geoff behind for more happy stimulants (weed). The marvelous david got me incredibly stoned and quite elated with his passionate rendition of the mid-80's ( Read more... )

Been a long time. Quick rundown. Went to prom with 5’1” Indian rendition of Webster. Boring. Fashion. Stupid. Techno music fan. Ugly. Basically, my date in a nutshell. He and his friends roped me back into high school drama. I laughed ( Read more... )

The weekend lacked much of the fan-tab-u-lous luster that my week of debauchery had provided. Saturday evening I found myself stranded at a mock-party of European social rejects with Jamie and BSJ. Each party-goer attested to their dissatisfaction with their own existence by constructing ensembles denoting their conceptions of their alter-egos. So ( Read more... )