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[irishlax]

I went away but what I really left behind was me. I thought that when I was away I was missing something inside of myself, my own personal conundrum. This puzzle was just eating away at me. With not much left to hold on to I took a guess, I played my hand I bet on an answer. I guessed I was nothing but homesick. But the hand I played I went

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[worst__december]

i understnand the whole difficulty to commit thing..but how is it u can devot urself to sports or something off that nature that requires you to commit but in other ways you cant. I think you have more a fear of intimacy then commitment.

- just a thought

[worst__december]

and for the record, im not moving on your my friend and tehres no need for me to forget or stop talking to to you.

[rockmysox3]

im sorry to hear u feel like this andrew. i really haven't spent any time outside of youth group with you and you may be a complete different person outside of it, but i know you are a good person. i think you shouldn't push your friends away... i hope i could be considered a friend to you because when i needed someone to talk to you were there and i am grateful for the kindness you have. and like i have said you can talk to me any time you need someone to talk to. life plays a game with us and we must take it one day at a time. you may not find what you're looking for days, months or even years. it's scary to think. but i think everyone should just take it one day at a time. im sorry for preaching to you like this, but you are a wonderful person and i hope that you can be happy.