Rico can't decide whether he wants to keep his eyes on Sean or on that lovely speck of Nexus Wall just behind him. He sits down, not exactly beside Sean, and just looks at him.
"Don't know how to say what?" His voice is pretty much steady, though it's got a sort of tight curiosity in the background. Like he's not sure what's going on, or if he even likes it.
"I...I wanted to kiss you. Before the...I think it was an LOL...before it made me, I wanted to kiss you. But you've been so mad at me and I didn't know, know how to..." he trails off, face flushed, hands twisting in on themselves.
"It was never you. I mean." He rubs the heel of his hand against his face. "I told you from the beginning, I didn't want a relationship. It was never about you. I just, never wanted you to get hurt. Or me." He looks up at Rico, face a little distressed. "But since then I've been hurting, and I hurt you and I thought I could keep us safe but I was wrong and.." and he has to stop for breath. His eyes are still on Rico's face, expression turning to pleading.
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"Don't know how to say what?" His voice is pretty much steady, though it's got a sort of tight curiosity in the background. Like he's not sure what's going on, or if he even likes it.
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There's a long pause.
"...me."
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