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I've been trying to post for three days
But alas, words, they have failed me. Lots of thoughts about stuff, so I suppose I should start with THE JOB ( Read more... ) -
Of Course Life Works Out Like This
So...that job. You know, the one I was really excited about? With 40% international travel, the ability to assist with budgeting and site payments and contract agreements. The chance to draft clinical documents, like ICFs and protocols. The opportunity to act as a project lead on a global product. Seriously, a once in a lifetime opportunity ( Read more... ) -
Can I admit
*LE SIGH ( Read more... ) -
The sucky part about being fat
Other than not being able to fit into clothes, fatness sucks because it has made my breasts huge. Like super huge. So they flop over and stick to my chest and then I get nasty zits and blackheads underneath my boobies and my bra pokes into my arms in a really uncomfortable way ( Read more... ) -
Posting from 37,000 ft
Been awhile since I posted. Right now I'm flying from Las Vegas to Detroit and on to Syracuse, NY. Long week to say the least. I am really sick of PPD. I feel used and betrayed and misled. It's very disappointing.
Used because I am almost not allowed to say no. Hence the reason I'm flyin from one end of the country to the next and only have a total ( Read more... ) -
Fed Ex Can Go to Hell
TUESDAYI drive up 3rd street on my way home. I usually pause at the intersection of 3rd and Olympic to see if there are any parking spaces in front of my building on either side of the road. But on Tuesday I couldn't spy down the road in my usual manner because there was a FedEx truck blocking my line of sight ( Read more... ) -
Turning Point?
I find that I can't sleep. I Tylenol PMed myself tonight, but I think I have too much systemic Rockstar for the Tylenol to really be effective. Plus, there is too much going on. Too much that doesn't yet seem real ( Read more... ) -
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Maybe my goddamn answer to your stupid question should have been Yes. Yes, I am fucking five years old -
Disappointments
I had two internships pre-college and I worked during my last three years of college. Sometimes I almost feel like these jobs ruined me for all my future jobs. Why? My bosses loved me. I was a resource for other people, my ideas were valued and my suggestions were taken seriously. I was allowed to train people because I did such a great job. People ( Read more... ) -
I Do, in fact, Know What's Wrong
I finally decided upon a hobby. Because of my job, in which I travel on average 80% of my work days, I end up reading a lot. And what better way to celebrate books and reading than by blogging about the books I've read. I you have any interest in my book blog feel free to click that link.
I feel a general malaise with life. I feel robotic; I can't ( Read more... )