Comments | irishvixen17: The lonely boat has set sail, and I'm the sea captian this round

irishvixen17

The lonely boat has set sail, and I'm the sea captian this round

Apr 03, 2005 00:47

I've been so damn lonely. I Fucking HATE it ( Read more... )

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i just left a note on your xanga.. buuuut gandhionacid April 3 2005, 16:02:28 UTC

god definately has nothing to do with your situation ( ... )

Re: i just left a note on your xanga.. buuuut irishvixen17 April 4 2005, 04:07:18 UTC

I know, and you're right. I am happy for all of them. I know how much they've been denied and how I was given everything and now it's their turn. I understand that, and I am very happy for them. But it's human nature to be jealous. I'm jealous of their happiness. It's bad, but I am. And I know I always fall for the same fucking kind of guy and it pisses me off that I do that. It gets real old real quick...I just don't think I know how to play hard to get. I don't know. I really don't know what I'm thinking right now. I'm confused about myself.

irishvixen17 April 4 2005, 04:08:26 UTC

and I know it's got nothing to do with God and why I'm this way it's my fault....I don't even know why i said that.