It's a Thursday....
Today I am thankful for
- My sweetie, who walked with me through a rough conversation I'd been putting off for weeks and bought me flowers.
- clean floors. It is amazing what a difference that makes.
- tears, because sometimes you just have to clean out the pipes.
- sunshine, because like clean floors it totally changes my perspective.
- spring flowers (tulips! forsythia! rhodies! lilacs! daffodils! fruit trees! lots of stuff I can't name! because every day is a new bright combination of colors.
- concentration and focus, when I have it, because progress feels so good.
- the kitties, who soothe my soul just by being.
- health for my relatives
- hanging in there myself.
Spring is rough, for a variety of reasons. I want to be cheerful and happy and friendly and get tons of shit done because spring is when it needs to be done and it's sunny and I ought to have energy and enthusiasm and somedays I have it all and others... others, a crapload of sludge just wants to sit and fester and ferment and rot and die. Maybe it's the contrasts. Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's... who cares. I'm hanging in there, and I hope you are too.