over it.

[iristhespider]

every time i turn the tv on and flip around for awhile i get an overwhelming feeling of depression. so i think i'll try and stay away from that. my mom just came in here holding a plastic bag and just stood there looking at me, i just looked back at her making a face like "yes women, say something" and she said "kiiiiwiiiii". why did she have to

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[sammyboyd]

home is so weird jamie! ive felt so weird for the past month. i dont like it. everyone i talk to that goes home feels the same way (or at least similar). its just such a weird mix of so many things. i think about it a lot, ive ended up with all these thoughts about human relationships and blah blah blah. almost, like you told me you cant pass through a wormhole twice cos it'll collapse. well its almost like you are walking through the same hallways/room/houses that you already walked through 5 years ago and now that you are passing through the places again it is unstable and about to collapse.

[iristhespider]

you are so right sam. it does feel unstable and like something out there that exhists but i can't explain is telling me that something is going on and isn't right. it is so weird how something that used to be so comfortable and that had such a huge contribution to my exhistance just feels so illfitting now. it's all ever-changing dances of energy though....i'd just like to dance my energy away from this place.