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i am way to good at sitting for hours and hours at a time doing absolutly nothing. this is bad because it is not one bit satisfying. i have become a person full of frustration. i feel like i am busy all the time but it is the kind of busy where i still feel alone. i'm around people but i don't really know any of them. it's not like i'm using myself
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I can relate to your post. Being alone and wondering what the hell to do, doing things you used to love to do, trying to be creative, but it just isn't working. You watch a stupid movie and it wastes your time. You do chores, you try to "keep busy", but it's pretty unfulfilling and you don't know why. Just full of anxiety and sorrow. But what for? You can't say. What do you need? No clue. What do you even like to do? Not sure. It's really fucking annoying to feel like that. I feel like that almost every day. I can't figure out how to deal with it permanently. I can find little things here and there, but nothing really works for a long period of time. My best advice? Read some diaries. Read some autobiographies. I don't know why, but reading other people's thoughts makes me feel a lot better. Makes me feel less alone. Take care of yourself. :)
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