i still feel the cold ( Read more... )

i dont think i can put this feeling into words ( Read more... )

running on empty ( Read more... )

run ( Read more... )

are my dreams loud enough for you to hear me ( Read more... )

I feel like this won't go away... no matter how hard i try to squeeze my eyes shut so i can't see the pain in you... this pain in me... in me... but everything that i can say to you won't help you... everything you need is right in front of you... just take it...I know that i am really not here to represent what i am not clear about in my head... ( Read more... )

sad and depressed... i wonder how much longer i can stare up at the moon without a black liquid seeping from fresh wounds cut in my wrists... wondering why... wondering if this will end... if this will be it... the last time... the last night... the last moon i get to see...

personal note: when i was little... my mother told me never to stare at the sun... so when i was six... i did... at first the light was overwhelming... then suddenly... my pupils became as pinholes and i was blind... just waiting in that dark and lonly place... days later... light crept in though the bandages...i could see again...

i tried to kill the pain...
but it only brought more...

i have my truck... i dont have my license ( Read more... )