i actually woke at a rasonable time today.for the past few days i have been waking up at 12 and 1.i hate waking up that late bc i miss out on my rides out to places where i wanna go.dude....i just saw that video of the nick berg exectuion like 3 minuteas ago and thas some sick shit.i had to turn on some on music to block out the screaming that he ( Read more... )

man what teh hell. i just woke up and i feel sleepy still.i stayed up for like 6 hours talking to a friend on instnat messenger abuot stuff.i have never talked that long to ne one on that thing.some people are lucky if they can get one hour outa me.and we never ran outa shit to takl about/i just had to restart my computer a few times.some of my ( Read more... )

THIS ENTIRE ENTRY IS DEDICATED TO U APRIL.look........htese 2 weeks have been confusing as hell for me.i have been through some wiered out relationships but never one like this.u couldnt fimd the fucking guts to let me know yourself that u wanted a break.u said u think we should, got pissed off, and signed off.u never said u officially wanted a ( Read more... )

ok......it looks like i wont have a soccer ball to practice with for a while.wanna know why?bc i just went outside and kicked the fuck out of it after just getting into an argument with my girlfriend.it ramed straight into a sharp branch an went POP!!!!!!i didnt know i had that strong of a foot when i am angry.it all happned like this.yesetrday, i ( Read more... )

have u ever tried so hard to make something work but u feel like however much u try, u need to just give up.but the reason why u dont give up after it starts lookin like a good idea to you is because you wanna belive theres a small chance of hope that things will go the way you want to.so you keep going.some of get the results we want when we keep ( Read more... )

ok its been todays since i have updated this thing.i am getting into my habit again of forgetting that i even have a livejounral.yesterday i went to try and get my permit and couldnt get it bc i couldnt see the eye chart.my mom bitched at me while we were there so i was like fuck this, and i just got out of the car from piney grove road and walked ( Read more... )

ok.........today i woke up at like 12:00, and listend to my sister argue with her boyfrined....shes a spazz.i pretty much woke up with the show on my mind.i went to jordans around like 1 and chilled till 3:30.i got picked up from leaphart elementary with jordan and got to the show.talked to a lotta people like always and hung out with april.my ( Read more... )

today i spentt the day at home just hangin around.i went out to play soccer in my yard for like an hour.i would have stayed out longer but has any one felt that heat,damn thas hot.pretty much today was not to chilled at all to be honest with you.i was paranoid the enitre time about april breakin up me like my last 5 relationships have been.i ( Read more... )

hey everybody........remember me.i deleted this thing like 5 months ago b/c of the drama that was goin on at dutch fork high school between smome friends that i was getting caught up in.most of it has rollsed over and i am cool with most of them.but heres a new rule i hope that everyone who even thinx about reading my journal:DONT USE A LIVEJOURNAL ( Read more... )