ok..so here's the deal...everywhere i've stayed for a long period of time since i could last remember has had something extremely weird about it...whether its all in my head or if the places actually were haunted. if you don't believe in those kinds of things then you are going to say its all in my head...but if you do believe in things like that ( Read more... )

this is tearing me apart...being torn between two worlds, two decisions, two choices, two roads that could both be taken, all in the same that hold the same fate. for the first time in a long time i have that certain feeling, the feeling that no matter how hard you try you can't seem to shake even if it is in your best intrest to do so. goin on ( Read more... )

well school is back in session...yesterday i attended my first classes back to school in two years. my mon, wed, fri classes are going to be a pushover, just so long as i stay on top of my game that is, and i may actually enjoy one of them a little bit cause i'm allowed to be myself in it rather than just be the normal studious type of person that ( Read more... )

so...its been a while. the only thing i can think of to say is that lately i've been thinking a lot about things that i don't normally...things i normally don't want to think about. things such as, where do i stand with friends that i am not in the best contact with as i used to be or wish i was...i don't want to lose any friends....ever. that's ( Read more... )

i don't know why, but i've been in a zoned out haze for four days now...i mean its cool...cause nothing seems to be bothering me in particular at all, which i guess is good, but at the same time i can't concentrate on anything unless i already know what how to do it...if someone is talking to me, i can remember basically the first part of the ( Read more... )

ok so things have been a bit weird lately, but at the same time they are as normal as ever...whatever since that makes ( Read more... )

so yea...today was a lot better than the other day...i still haven't really been sleeping, but at the same time i wasn't pissed off or otherwise cranky. just really really tired, and really sore ( Read more... )

horrible night....i couldn't sleep for crap...i had gotten home from work and it was the first night shift that i had worked in about a month so needless to say it wore me out and i was sore as shit...well i went to bed at like 3...and i only got like maybe 4 hours of actual sleep...and then in that four hours i woke up a few minutes ago and i woke ( Read more... )

ok, so christmas was pretty good to me...and thankfully it was the first one where my parents weren't together, and it didn't get all weird or emotional...so that's always great ( Read more... )

so yea, recording start date was pushed back yet ANOTHER day...damnit...this is now days we've missed out on being able to record...it won't really matter once we start though...cause we'll record it till its done so yea. there was a show last night that we were supposed to play but ended up not unfortunately due to work conflict, but the show in ( Read more... )