Oh Lord is this a test?
Was it fun creating, yeah?
My god's a little sick and he wants me crazy

Reflect on all our yesterdays
My own words choke me
Why were they spoken?
Regret for the things I've said and done
Just can't compare with
Regret for those that I have never tried
So blame this world or blame yourself
It's really all the same
When you are standing on the precipice
From which you just can't return...

I could climb until I reach where angels reside, ask around to find out where the junkies applied. You just left me up on this rock all alone. It's my fault for knowing not what I should have known ( Read more... )

I'm so bored that I'm boiling my bowls. And listening to Alanis Morisette. God, my house reeks. I have to burn something in the toaster ( Read more... )

Why?

I wish there were more things to do around here. Maybe we could go see a movie or something. I am pretty fuckin' broke though. I have about $86 in my account, and I still need to buy a ticket for the transit bus in NYC, which is about $12. My 50% discount didn't work either, which really sucked. They gave me a 20% discount instead, which was about ( Read more... )

I picked up the van today. It's pretty sweet. I put a couple of air fresheners in there so it smells purdy good ( Read more... )

Ahhhh, more bullshit to post ( Read more... )

I found a $100 by the door at the Wawa in Union Beach last week ( Read more... )

I don't understand you. You tell me you want to meet up, talk, etc.

But then you don't answer any of my calls, never call me back, and you delete my old name from your journal. I'm sorry I never called to make plans earlier this week, but a lot of shit has been going on that I thought I would be able to talk to you about. But, nevermind. Was it ( Read more... )