After several hours of trying, I don't really see any point to continue this futile attempt to sleep. Thankfully, the day's almost over and things can return to normal. Though, the problem is that those thoughts will probably linger with us.
Hm. I doubt they'll go away with just the passing of the day.
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Curiosity killed the cat.
I really should've listened to Yoshitsune this morning, but I couldn't help myself. He seemed so bothered, and while he was doing his best to remain upbeat, I... I just wanted to know what was bothering him. And then there was Simca, too. The both of them shouldn't feel be allowed to feel so bad.
I wish I didn't have to see their broken forms in the window. A mess of blood on concrete, clothing in shreds, ATs all but destroyed, and bodies mutilated beyond recognition. I know for a fact that I'm not the strongest rider out there, but I'll be damned if I let my friends and loved ones get mauled like that without lifting a finger or saying a word.
. . .
Mm. Akira mentioned me having "maternal instincts" the other day. As sad as it is to admit it, I would be lying to say that they weren't stirring today. Admittedly, I too was a bit too preoccupied with thoughts, memories, and visions to act upon them much, but... I couldn't help but worry a great deal.
...oh time~ It's such a pity that I can't do anything about you now.
Yoshitsune, I hope you don't mind if I spend another night here.