Order 44 [Voice Post]
Ah... Thank you. What I am... missing outside?
I hate this. I wish Matthias hasn't given me to drink that stupid potion to numb the pain. I want to feel my eyes burning still, intense migraines and nausea be damned. At least I knew they were there if they hurt. What if they removed them? Was Megumi here? I don't know what happened when I was unconscious. They could have taken my eyes away.
Why is no one telling me anything!
Stop the nightmares, I don't want to see that anymore. I can't see! Why I have to endure them?
Walter, if he was here he would... be disappointed. Sir Islands too. I can't let anyone see me so weak, so hurt. My men must be ashamed of me. I'm glad they didn't come to help me. The pity, I wouldn't have stand that. I...
I would have rather died in London maybe I did like I first thought and this is hell. I hope I took that bastard Major with me...
This is pathetic, I can't stay in bed any longer, I feel festering. But I don't smell to burns or smoke. I want a cigar.
The nightmares... I have to leave and fight. If I die against the monsters here is better than return in this condition to "Midian."
The children playing and that thing...
I'll tear these bandages out my eyes and claw them out! They must be gone. I can't feel them!
I lost my glasses. How can I read without my glasses?
God, I'm going to throw up.
((OOC: Integral's panicking secretly, she's not going to show that unless she's sure to be alone but the blindness+nightmares due to Xuchi+demonic presence is getting her. Unless the door is locked, she's going to try to escape outside.
Mood read as grateful)).
I hate this. I wish Matthias hasn't given me to drink that stupid potion to numb the pain. I want to feel my eyes burning still, intense migraines and nausea be damned. At least I knew they were there if they hurt. What if they removed them? Was Megumi here? I don't know what happened when I was unconscious. They could have taken my eyes away.
Why is no one telling me anything!
Stop the nightmares, I don't want to see that anymore. I can't see! Why I have to endure them?
Walter, if he was here he would... be disappointed. Sir Islands too. I can't let anyone see me so weak, so hurt. My men must be ashamed of me. I'm glad they didn't come to help me. The pity, I wouldn't have stand that. I...
I would have rather died in London maybe I did like I first thought and this is hell. I hope I took that bastard Major with me...
This is pathetic, I can't stay in bed any longer, I feel festering. But I don't smell to burns or smoke. I want a cigar.
The nightmares... I have to leave and fight. If I die against the monsters here is better than return in this condition to "Midian."
The children playing and that thing...
I'll tear these bandages out my eyes and claw them out! They must be gone. I can't feel them!
I lost my glasses. How can I read without my glasses?
God, I'm going to throw up.
((OOC: Integral's panicking secretly, she's not going to show that unless she's sure to be alone but the blindness+nightmares due to Xuchi+demonic presence is getting her. Unless the door is locked, she's going to try to escape outside.
Mood read as grateful)).