I haven't heard a word from you in days, Seras. It worries me. How are you faring? I know the Captain is taking care of you, so you are in good hands.
While the Avatars "bless" some, others are being tortured in a corner. How demagogic and unnervingly close to the dawns of dictatorships is to offer treats to keep us content while some of them terrorize as they please.
It's almost as if most of them have no experience (or a faintest idea, even) in administration. They act too disorganised themselves to be able to actually cooperate in a common goal (this angel's or not). While I don’t really care about their success, their failings only bring us pain and confusion.
As much as I dislike to say this, perhaps I should be more social and join leisure gatherings to pretend to have fun in this ‘Paradise.’ It will arise less suspicion than being secretive and overworking, but I could give the excuse I was enlightening myself with the books.
It sickens me to play by their rules, but that appears to be the only way to return and my silly pride isn't going to compromise the safety of my country.
I heard there was a lunatic man who was threatening couples. Are you and your beau alright?