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[iron_giants]

I don't really know what my life has been like since I last found I had anything to say about it. I have been avoiding myself, lately. It is a horrifying thing, the ability to ignore oneself. Ignoring my little wants and hurts and sorrows in favor of efficiency and functionality and stability. Subverting those little heart flutters to the demands

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[nonsex_elijah]

i hope you know how damn good you are at writing. i am consistently blown away by it. and i loved this one immensely because i felt like it said things i had been feeling that i didn't even know i was feeling.

(and the, " ... to realize you might love someone that you don't want to love, who can't love you," is exactly what i ramble on about in countless notepad entries to myself. i had no idea it could be worded so very concisely.)

[nightelemental]

These things has their ways of creeping back to you, that's the problem. We are the most vulnerable when it happens. The more you keep inside, the deeper it carves into the body.

Feel better. Paint something, anything. :)