I can't believe that I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today...
Last night, I decided to write Bennett a letter, a letter that I obv. will never give him since it is in my GC Poetry Journal. I guess I will post it here:
Dear Bennett,
I loved you more than anything else, yet, you choose to be with a bunch of whores! Every hug, every smile, every glance you ever gave me meant SO MUCH to me, how could you not see it?! Everytime I ever saw you with another girl it was like you ripped out my heart and handed it to her. Why did you do this to me?! Don't I mean anything to you? All I wanted was one moment, just ONE moment when I was the only other person you saw, when I meant soemthing to you. Just one moment...
-*my signature here*
*sigh* Oh well, I gues sit was just a bit of a rant. I don't know why I care so much, it's not like I even wanted to be with him yet...I find myself mildly in love with him...mildly. *sigh*
Well, today when mom was at work there was this guy and he just bought a trailor and there was a whole bunch of stuff in it and he was selling it and mommy bought be a cabbage patch kid. *squee* It's un-opened and all too, well, it was! I know, my dad said (after I opened it as always) that I should have left it in the box, that I could make money off of it one day. But who cares, I want to play with it and enjoy it, not keep it in a box for forever.
Can't wait untill Tuesday (obv.). I gotta know...
Today we went with the granma to town. It was pretty ok. She gave us $10. I already had $13 and tomorow mommy is giving us allowence ($10) so I will have allot of money (for me anyways). Maybe if I dont' see anything I want I will buy my pink and black chucks or perhaps a band t-shirt or a c.d. (or 2). Who knows...the possibilities are...ok well maybe not endless but...DON'T RAIN ON MY PARADE!!!!
I got a great icon today...it's Bob Barker and at the bottom it says "The price is wrong bitch!" It is hilarimous!!!! I loves it!!!!
Tomorow is yard-sailing, Sam's Club and Target. I don't think we'll buy much of anythign at stores though because next weekend is tax-free weekend. I fully intend to shop out next weekend when I will have even more money (if I don't spend too much tomorow) than I do this week, next weekend is school shopping for clothes, I love shopping for clothes. I am getting like maybe 2-3 pair of jeans 1-2 skirts (jean skirts) and about 4 shirts. Not too much to start out with, I can spread my shopping out so as not to wear a whole bunch of new stuff at first and then it not be new anymore. I am so smart!!! LoL!!! So the shopping will be much much cheaper which is good. I just hoep they dont' raise the prices to make up for tax free weekend.
Well, I guess thats all...pray for my mom please please please. And Terie...um...since you dont' believe um....hrmm....I dunno...keep her in your thoughts. :) Whoever says I'm not open minded needs to go fart themselves! (I LOVE MEATWAD!!!)
P.S. Terie have fun being a Kittie Whore!!!
Dear Bennett,
I loved you more than anything else, yet, you choose to be with a bunch of whores! Every hug, every smile, every glance you ever gave me meant SO MUCH to me, how could you not see it?! Everytime I ever saw you with another girl it was like you ripped out my heart and handed it to her. Why did you do this to me?! Don't I mean anything to you? All I wanted was one moment, just ONE moment when I was the only other person you saw, when I meant soemthing to you. Just one moment...
-*my signature here*
*sigh* Oh well, I gues sit was just a bit of a rant. I don't know why I care so much, it's not like I even wanted to be with him yet...I find myself mildly in love with him...mildly. *sigh*
Well, today when mom was at work there was this guy and he just bought a trailor and there was a whole bunch of stuff in it and he was selling it and mommy bought be a cabbage patch kid. *squee* It's un-opened and all too, well, it was! I know, my dad said (after I opened it as always) that I should have left it in the box, that I could make money off of it one day. But who cares, I want to play with it and enjoy it, not keep it in a box for forever.
Can't wait untill Tuesday (obv.). I gotta know...
Today we went with the granma to town. It was pretty ok. She gave us $10. I already had $13 and tomorow mommy is giving us allowence ($10) so I will have allot of money (for me anyways). Maybe if I dont' see anything I want I will buy my pink and black chucks or perhaps a band t-shirt or a c.d. (or 2). Who knows...the possibilities are...ok well maybe not endless but...DON'T RAIN ON MY PARADE!!!!
I got a great icon today...it's Bob Barker and at the bottom it says "The price is wrong bitch!" It is hilarimous!!!! I loves it!!!!
Tomorow is yard-sailing, Sam's Club and Target. I don't think we'll buy much of anythign at stores though because next weekend is tax-free weekend. I fully intend to shop out next weekend when I will have even more money (if I don't spend too much tomorow) than I do this week, next weekend is school shopping for clothes, I love shopping for clothes. I am getting like maybe 2-3 pair of jeans 1-2 skirts (jean skirts) and about 4 shirts. Not too much to start out with, I can spread my shopping out so as not to wear a whole bunch of new stuff at first and then it not be new anymore. I am so smart!!! LoL!!! So the shopping will be much much cheaper which is good. I just hoep they dont' raise the prices to make up for tax free weekend.
Well, I guess thats all...pray for my mom please please please. And Terie...um...since you dont' believe um....hrmm....I dunno...keep her in your thoughts. :) Whoever says I'm not open minded needs to go fart themselves! (I LOVE MEATWAD!!!)
P.S. Terie have fun being a Kittie Whore!!!