And so ends another milestone in my training.
With the completion of the supernumerary, the end is near.

And I am left asking if this is really for me.
The job is mired with many difficult moments and people putting on their stage masks.
The last sector almost broke my spirit and passion.
But it was my batchmates that got me going.
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 This space had been neglected for far too long in my standards.
And it ain't gonna change in the foreseeable future.
 

 Cause when people change we all take notice.
But when we are the one that had changed, it'll take a while before we realise that we've changed at all.
We'll deny.
We'll deflect.
We'll say anything to assure the other person that the person they're talking to is the same person that they knew the last time they had met.

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 If you thought the LX-3 was incredible,
you haven't seen anything yet.

Get ready for the start of a new legend.

LX5.

Cause baby tonight, the Dj got us falling in love again.

 And so ends one chapter in training. 
And a new one begins the next day.

But the thing is, I feel as though I am slowly drifting from the people I hold close to my heart all these time.
Dear Friends, I miss you all deep deep.
 

 Whoever said it was easy was grossly wrong.
I don't think I have ever studied this hard before and had to remember many things in such a short period of time before.

And just like that a month had pass. And just like that exams are here.

 Before you know it, the end of a chapter is coming.
Gosh time flies when we're having fun.

 You see, that's the thing about books.
They give you words that you can always relate to.

You are as important to me as I am to you.
I think that's the mantra I should go with these days.

 Because all of us have this innate feeling,
gut feeling,
telling us when we're not needed or not important.

So we just have to depersonalize it all,
Detach from the past.
And move on to the future.
Because all these stalling and stuttering will just eat our inner conscience alive,
and leave us grasping for a past that will never be a part of the future.

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 The monotony of routine is broken everyday when we meet in class.
But when the day ends, we come back to full circle.
And then the jaded feeling creeps in once again.

But I'm loving every single second of it.
I'm lovin my batchies.