With much of the drama over,
I thank god i made it through intact.

My soul is a hidden orchestra;
I know not what instruments, what fiddlestrings and harps, drums and tamboura I sound and clash inside myself.
All I hear is the symphony.

 And so it finally settles.
5 August 2010.
A new chapter in my life.

A dream fraught with many obstacles.
But nevertheless, I came out a survivor. :)

Thank you my dear friends who were there by my side.

 As some would know, past few days had been the lowest by far.
I'd more or less cut myself off from the outside world,
and just kept to myself.

But then I saw this beautiful quote yesterday.
I've read it a number of times but it never did have an impact on me till yesterday.
 One day at a time--this is enough.

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 You may be lost.
But never lose faith.

 I just need to let it go.
Trust in God, for he has a plan for all of us.

 I thought I was strong.
But I am as fragile as a crystal ornament awaiting to be bought.

And I am at my lowest in so many months.

 interviews can be really bad for the heart and the body.
And I for one think that it took a toll on my body. 
All that heart stopping moments.

I need rest.
For now, everything is in HIS hands.

 Wow.

 When you're so close to your dream, you can't help but feel that your mind is caught in a jam at the causeway.
And so tomorrow is the final lap. 
The final hurdle.
And as a person, you can only prepare yourself and the rest is in God's hands.

Have faith.

 They say don't search for it, for it will come to you naturally.
But when we pine for that reciprocation of TLC, we can't help but to come up with a list that is almost impossible to be checked against.

And so we all search for the impossible, and when the possible is right under your nose, we swipe it away like an irritating booger that needs to be ( Read more... )