Where were you when I needed you?

Apr 23, 2004 15:14


Where are they when you need them?? They say they’ll be there WHEVEVER you need, but there not…yesterday I had one of the worst days of my life and I just needed someone...ANYONE, to talk to, and the people I thought would be there to lift me up, weren’t. It’s difficult for me to admit when I need someone’s help or encouragment, cause then I’m ( Read more... )

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xfalling4youx April 23 2004, 16:30:18 UTC
aww, i'm sorry about your grandpa! i know how it feels. hope you're feeling better soon! <333

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ironiclycute16 April 23 2004, 22:09:09 UTC
thank you so much!<333
take care!
~aSh~

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ironiclycute16 April 23 2004, 22:56:59 UTC
dude i know i already said this b4 but i really like ur icon...lol
LiL Michelle is the poop..lol I love Full house, I grew up on that show, well n/e wayz i was lookin at it, and I couldn't help myself, i had to tell ya again!<33
~aSh~

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I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY spds April 23 2004, 17:25:39 UTC
ASHLEY I am so sorry that i Havent been there for you lately and I understand what you are going through right now because my Uncle Died last summer and i knew him but not as well as i wanted to know him but you just got to look forward and try not to keep your mind on the past because like everyone tells me it just makes you stronger and I never knew that you really were counting on me i never would of thought you would want to talk to me?? that really means a lot because i never had anyone wanting to actually want to talk to me like for something i dunno i feel kinda special hehe well dont you worrie ok because everything will be alright just look forward and try not to think about the past a lot and I am really sorry i so wish i was there right with you i would talk and talk and talk and talk til we became mute lol sry not funny but ... nvm ... I am sorry i wish i could be there with you right now and talk to you tonight but my dad is needing the computer so i will try to get online laters alright? I wish i was there for you like i ( ... )

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Re: I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY ironiclycute16 April 23 2004, 22:29:19 UTC
Ur gonna make me cry Ryan, I mean how could sumone care so much about me, like you do?? I feel like crap after I just wrote this entry, because not everyone screwed me over, some didn't even know about it, but I did mean it for a lot of the ppl I thought cared more then they obviously do, it's kool, cause what can ya do?? God Ryan ur like the best friend anyone could ever ask for, I wish you still lived out here too...I dont really know what else to say cause my emotions are going crazy rite now, but I love you and I cant thank you enough for the many things you do for me...Love is an action, and you definitely show it! I care so much about you and I want you to know that i'll ALWAYS be here for you, for anything and everything, and I mean that with all my heart..You've gotten me through sooo much in the last few months, and honestly i dont think i could have dont it without ur help...please know how thankful I am and how much i truly value our friendship...Mua!<3333
~aSh~

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anonymous April 23 2004, 22:53:28 UTC
We had a awesome time tonight, didn't we? haha those guys were funny as hell. get us together anywhere and we have a kick ass time. I'll talk to you later hottie haha, thats what steven calls ya.
-D-

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ironiclycute16 April 23 2004, 23:07:53 UTC
haha yes indeed...thanks for making me go, cause even though i didn't want to, I had a killer time and it got my mind off some things for a while, which was great....i love ya dear<333
oh and yes those guys were funny...they had me rollin...we'll talk more tomorrow about our crazy nite...*big grin*
~aSh~

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ironiclycute16 April 24 2004, 00:14:15 UTC
you wanna go back out tonite??
come over, lets go...lol.
I'm so down for some more fun...shit what in the hell did y'all put in my drink??...haha, really, i wanna know....
so are we goin?

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anonymous April 24 2004, 00:24:25 UTC
hell yea, lets roll.
hahaha your mood totally changed from earlier, damn were good! glad we could be of some help to you Grover haha, don't kill me for sayin that.
ok i'm on my way, i'll call ya when i'm outside your house. -be there in 10.

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i_like_ur_butt April 23 2004, 23:22:53 UTC
awwww, that sux, im sry. I hope u feel better

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ironiclycute16 April 23 2004, 23:29:14 UTC
Thanks buddy old pal, friend of mine....
lol..whoa sorry i'm like brutally hiper/drunk w/e you wanna call it, my friends kid-napped me today and forced me to go out and i think they put sumthin in my drink..haha
n/e wayz thanks...oh and we need to talk Mr....i heard some shit and I wanna clear it with you b4 i get all crazy..lol
~aSh~

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i_like_ur_butt April 24 2004, 12:31:25 UTC
lol, sure

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ironiclycute16 April 24 2004, 14:09:40 UTC
sure what??
sure we'll talk or sure......what?

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big sis im so sorry!! baby_locks April 24 2004, 20:02:10 UTC
omg im so sorry i dont know what to do i dont know how could i help you....plz tell me a way that i can try to make u fell a lil better? im in a shitty mood im sorry if im kinda slow it's cuz i DID shit last night and im going though too much also!!
it seem's like when i need some one to talk to there not there and i fell u gurl on that one!!! whoooo i fell you!
but it's hella hard to make other ppl happy when ur not happy your self!
im sorry about ur famly,

R.I.P

but i dont know what to say or do that would make you just a lil happy?
plz tell me and i'll TRY to do some thing but it mite not work cuz im not happy....you fell me i'm really sorry sister i dont know what to do?

and im sorry for not postin a comment in ur lj!!

i'll do it!
i love you!

well word's are getting shor so much love my big sister!!!!

<3baby_locks!!!!

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Re: big sis im so sorry!! ironiclycute16 April 24 2004, 20:33:33 UTC
Thank you so much Meg, I love you to death and I wish I could be there for you more then I can at the time being...ever since i moved from the apartments, things haven't been the same between us and that saddens my heart.
Ur my gurl Meg and nuthin or no one will EVER change that!!
were gonna get through all this madness and we'll have each other to get through it...don't do anything stupid Meg, cause trust me you'll regret it all in the end...be good, do it for me, learn from my mistakes plzzzz....it hurts me to see you struggling, and if a few ppl can learn from my mistakes, then it was worth all the pain...luv you so much!<3333
~aSh~

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