ok i'm soooooooooooo trippin rite now and i'm like kinda pist, but i'm seriously laughing about it all...which is soooooooooo not me....lol. It's like i have no clue what to think or how to feel rite now that my emotions are just going wild and this is how i'm reacting towards it...haha...I'm such a freak..well i'm kinda tired and my mind is going ( Read more... )

Hi people!...Well last nite was, ummm, crazy!!...I'm pretty good rite now, but last nite everything sucked butt. After my mom said she was gonna leave my step-dad, things got crazy and i ALWAYS get caught in the middle of it all...my mom told me to pack my bags also, just as she was..i was like WTF? they screw up and i'm the one who suffers in the ( Read more... )

Somebody needs to come and save me, i'm freakin dying in this house of mine...Were supposed to be a family and mine is anything but that. ahhhhhh i'm having such a great day too...My mom and my step-dad are constantly fighting and i'm always in the middle of it. Like today, well like a half an hour ago, they were practically ripping eachoters heads ( Read more... )

O my gosh you guyz...I went and saw, "the Passion," last nite and it was soooooo amazing...if you haven't seen it yet or you weren't planning on seeing it, lemmy give you some good advice..GO SEE THAT MOVIE!!!! I was going through some hard times and didn't know where i stood in life.. After coming home from that movie i felt so comforted and happy ( Read more... )

I have no idea where to begin on how my heart feels rite now, but i'll try my best...IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE I CARE ABOUT RIPPED MY HEART OUT AND STUCK IT IN A FREAKIN BLENDER, THEN POURED IT BACK IN MY BODY, EXPECTING ME TO BE ABLE TO LIVE WITH IT!!!!....I don't really feel like talking about what happened, but I just wanted to let y'all know that ( Read more... )

OMG today has been a hell of a day, and not in a good way...My best friend Mario's (whom i've known since pre-school) grandpa is in the hospital and is about to die...his family isn't taking it very well, and i dunno what to do...this is just another thing to add to the many crappy things i have going on in my life..ahhhhh...I'm sooo lost!!!!!...If ( Read more... )

Well this freakin sucks butt!!!!....lately nuthing makes any sence...i have a lot of choices to make and i have no idea what to do...I NEEEEED HELP!..but unfortunately these are some things i gotta deal with on my own, which is a bummer...I just wish everyone didn't bail on me when things get rough, i mean whoever thinks life is always easy has got ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at my sisters house trying to scan some new pictures of me and this piece of crap isn't working...ahhhh...I've been waiting to scan these pictures for like 5 months and now i get an opportunity to, and this stupid thing gives me a hard time, plus i have no patience and i'm watching my niece...so i guess i get to go home with no ( Read more... )

I'M GETTING READY TO LEAVE NOW, BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LUV YOU EVERYONE..HEHE...I'M FEELING A LIL BETTER THEN I DID EARLIER CAUSE I GOT TO TALK ABOUT WHAT WAS BOTHERING ME....WELL TAKE CARE AND IF I GET A CHANCE TO WRITE IN THIS THINGY TOMORROW THEN I WILL...XOXOXO
~aShLeY~

I'm soooooooooo freakin confused it's ridiculous. It's like as soon as something great happens in my life, something shitty happens. This whole life's great, then it sucks, is getting old quick. Now I like wait for things to go wrong and they always do. Everything and everyone i ever get close to, get's messed up, or leaves me. My life's a BIG ( Read more... )