In light of the events of late, which shall not be rediscussed, I have found my immune system to be slightly lacking in it's duties. My mom and dad are both nursing bronchial infections at the moment... and they're sharing the love. ::grumble:: I refuse to be sick at Colossal Con!

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So, yeah... this not having a job thing really ( Read more... )

I think I just died a little on the inside... because I'm an idiot and I let her get to me. I might even lose something I need know more than ever, someone to love me. I am an idiot and I hate myself.

I will update from my trip to Matsuricon this weekend... I promise. Just know that I had a blast and will share the details of why later.

Here's some more thoughtful lyrics to a song I love:

You can dream the American Dream
But you sleep with the lights on
And wake up with a scream
You can hope against hope
That nothing will change
Grab a hold of that fistful of rain

Grab a hold, grab a hold, grab a hold
Grab a hold, grab a hold, grab a hold of that fistful of rain

When your grasp ( Read more... )

Listening to the song "Hate Me" by Blue October and these lyrics in the song stood out to me a lot (for no reason in particular)...

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

Just felt like sharing... that's all from me for now

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: Brocolli
It's über tasty stir-fried in brown sauce.
Literary: Playboy It has frackin' good articles. It really does. The pictures are just bonuses.Audiovisual: E! True Hollywood Story I'm an information whore? Something like that...
Musical: Britney Spears I can't help myself... those songs are ( Read more... )

I am so fucking mad right now, I can't even think. My eyes are welling up with tears I'm so mad...

Here's what's new ( Read more... )

JT: While highly attractive, it seems he was only interested in me for the sex he thought he would be getting. This leads me to label him as having "No-boyfriend potential." More than likely though, I'll continue to let him think I know nothing of his true reason for asking me out on a date until he's damn good and ready to sleep with me... then, I ( Read more... )

I am sick of being told that I have to pick someone for a relationship right fucking now. I will test the men that like me and I will decide whenever the fuck I want. If you don't like me methods, then find someone else to give a damn about you. If you won't wait for me to get through the line of Mr./Ms. Wrongs to find my Mr./Ms. Right, you ( Read more... )