No More

Mar 04, 2006 17:28


Don't have any money. Can't secure a job. Time is scarce, not enough, I have so much fogging my agenda that I'm paralyzed and can't do a thing. I don't understand why I can't so simply jettison what's bogging me down. The projects. The lists. The archiving. I don't want to be heavy anymore, I don't want to weigh so much. I don't have enough clothes ( Read more... )

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blackannis238 March 4 2006, 22:52:43 UTC
That's not true.

I was in that situation once; overwhelmed by myself, really. I couldn't get a job, I had no money, no decent clothes, no propects. My mind was racing with thoughts, but they had no channel to tune in to. I couldn't filter the static.

But I got out of it, through sheer desperation. I clawed my way out of the rut, with my passions and thoughts and loves intact. All I can say is that if I, possibly one of the most underconfident people in the world, after years of being bullied and mentally tortured can do it, so can you. You're an incredibly intelligent person from what I've seen; much more so than I, so I have every faith in you.

Don't kill your mind, or your interests. Don't become the automaton. Don't fade into the background like so many others do. Be yourself, LOVE yourself, and the rest will fit into place.

I know. I've been there.

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thinkharder March 6 2006, 18:13:56 UTC
"I cannot stay alive if I keep living as myself."

I know EXACTLY how you feel, chick.

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hellougly March 18 2006, 05:41:16 UTC
at the risk of sounding pretentious and hyppocritical...

don't sacrifice who you are for stuff. money is temporary. so is life. don't waste one for the other.

that said, i'm going right back to stressing myself out over money.

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