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Mar 24, 2012 21:03

I'm getting kinda muffin-toppy. Better do something about that.

I successfully fought off a panic attack today and if I'm being totally honest, I feel kind of bad about it. Like, how dare I be okay? How could I possibly not dissolve into tears of self-pity over what a fat, ugly, useless waste of space I am? What the hell is wrong with me that ( Read more... )

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maryling March 25 2012, 03:37:40 UTC
Oh Irony, sweetie, I wish I could hug you. I know - believe me, I know - it might be hard to believe right now but there's people like me who think you're beautiful and amazing and wonderful, and love you very much. Try to remember that we're here, and that we want to support you because you honestly are a valuable, worthwhile person. <3

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eglantine_br March 25 2012, 05:43:01 UTC
I have moments when I think 'Its really ok for me to be happy.' And that is really stunning.

It has always been much easier for me to give my kindness away to others. Therefore-- I know, its just fine for you to be happy.

I am quite sure that you should stand in the sun and smile.

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earthstar_moon March 25 2012, 13:14:49 UTC
*hugs*

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amunthri March 25 2012, 13:57:11 UTC
Hey, if you fought it off, that's *awesome*. The residual 'why do I feel like X when my brain is telling me to feel like Y'... that's just the leftover chemicals floating around. Being able to overcome that is huge. It's fantastic. Keep up the good work!

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